Sunday, June 29, 2008

2 week anniversary!

Today was our two-week-a-versary!

Every once in a while I come home, but as I walk through the door it hits me that I live in this apartment, rather than being a wanderer who simply stays until bedtime. The sequence of feelings is something akin to:
1) realize that I'm not just visiting my husband's apartment, but our apartment
2) get a tightness in the chest from feeling trapped and unable to escape to my former house
3) relax and realize that in the previous two weeks I haven't had any reason to need escape
4) collapse into my husband's arms in joy

My only hope is that I can cut out step 2 in this process, the sooner the better!

(Day 14)

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